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Natasha Romanoff ([personal profile] widows_kiss) wrote2019-09-24 07:16 pm
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"You've reached Natasha. You know what to do."
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october event (10/25)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-10-30 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ After his talk with T'Challa, Steve has plenty to think about, which is what drives him to continue to wander the Solemn Grounds. A place meant to acknowledge death turns out to be an appropriate setting for the news that he received, though it's mainly relief that washes through him now.

Steve's distracted by all of it, though, which is how he ends up at the edge of the spring before he knows it. The soft sound of music had brought him here. Singing? When he spots a pair of eyes peeking up at him from the water, he's not entirely sure what to do. The mermaid draws closer to the edge of the spring, though before Steve can say anything her hand darts out to grab him by the ankle and draw him under.

While Steve reacts quickly to the sudden shift, it's not the mermaid who he sees in the spring, but a whole group of floating, bloated bodies. The faces belong to people he recognizes, to dear friends. The Commandos, each and every one. Howard Stark, the way that Steve remembers him. Peggy and Colonel Phillips and Erskine, even his mother, they stare at him with dead eyes --

None of it can be real, he knows, but how can he not be transfixed anyway? If he rises to the surface and dives back down, will they still be there? Steve remains trapped beneath the water, temporarily unaware that his Chroma's quickly draining. ]
assembles: up, determined, casual clothes (i told him not to get a giant bunny)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-11-03 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Had Natasha not seen what happened and come to his rescue, maybe Steve would have ended up trapped under the water far longer than even he should safely attempt. The sudden dispersal of water above him and the outstretched hand manages to snap him out of his trance.

Except what he looks up to see is maybe an even worse sight. The light from the sun overhead makes Natasha's face stand out in stark contrast, and Steve can see all of the gruesome details. She's a corpse, much like everyone else he's glimpsed trapped beneath the surface, but that doesn't make sense. It isn't right; it must be a trick. He's seen her, he's spoken to her, she's alive, and even now she's reaching out --

As his lungs begin to burn and small crystals wind their way up his hands toward his wrists, Steve knows that he needs to do something. He grips onto her hand, not considering the possibility that this is yet another wraith that's going to drag him deeper into the water.

If anything else, Chroma blooms as soon as their hands touch and that must be a good sign. ]
assembles: (that may have been a bad move)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-11-08 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ As soon as Steve's head is above water and he's aware of his surroundings yet again, he draws in fast wheezing breaths, then reaches up to help Natasha with the unenviable task of pulling him up and out of the lake. Natasha's got a lot of upper body strength but Steve is also a whole lot of packed muscle, so getting him out of the water is a group effort.

Once he's back on solid ground on his hands and knees he coughs a few times and shakes his head to fling away some of the excess water. At a delay, he notices the crystals that are still embedded into his fingers and palms. He's seen others crystallize, but he's never experienced it himself. He slowly looks back over his shoulder at the lake -- what did it do to him?

And then, finally, he looks to Natasha. She appears to be completely healthy, which makes him wonder why he'd seen what he did. Even thinking back on it, he feels a knot form in his stomach. ]


I'm all right. Well... Chroma-drained, but all right.

[ He realizes that he owes her an explanation, but he needs a moment to catch his breath first. ]
assembles: (that sounds unfortunate)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-11-12 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ It may not be considered a hardship on Natasha's end, and yet somehow Steve's still shocked when she throws her arms around him with little hesitation. She's never shied away from physicality the way that he might; she'd even kissed him in the middle of a crowded mall at one point because it was what had to be done.

Still, he appreciates that she wouldn't think twice about embracing him, soaked as he is, to make sure that he doesn't get completely tapped out on Chroma. His own arms slowly lift up to return the hug as he leans back onto his haunches, and he coughs a few more times before he finally catches his breath. ]


It... I saw something down there. Someone. Multiple someones. Friends of mine who're dead.

[ That's probably all he needs to say by way of explanation. Natasha will understand what kind of effect that would have on him, and why. ]
assembles: suspicious, listening (are u kidding me)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-11-16 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Sitting at the side of the lake, dripping wet and hugging -- it'd be a strange thing for someone to come across. Although if anyone does happen upon them, the least that Steve can do is warn them about this lake and the things lurking in it.

At Natasha's remark, he nods, the edges of his eyes tightening with a sense of shame. He shouldn't have been so weak as to get drawn in by it. ]


Yeah, guess I froze for a few seconds there, but it was long enough to make a difference. But...

[ He lifts his head slowly, drawing back enough that he can study Natasha's face. She looks fine, but he can't scrub that image of her from his head. Maybe it was nothing, just another effect of the magical lake, and yet he feels the need to say something. ]

When you reached out to me you also... looked different. Like them.
assembles: (those gas prices...)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-11-27 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Part of Steve had been hoping that his first instinct about what he saw was wrong, that he'd been overthinking it and all he'd get from Natasha was some brief confusion before she brushed it off and moved on.

The reaction he gets from her is something else. It's brief, a blink-and-you'll-miss-it type of thing, but he'd made sure to not blink. That flicker of shock, the way her face and body went still, it all only adds evidence to the theory he hadn't wanted to even acknowledge.

And the deflection only makes it worse. Steve studies Natasha's face for a few more seconds, watching as water from the lake slides down her face like tears. ]


Nat. [ He stares her down, his own weary face lined with concern. ] Is there a reason the lake made you look like that?
assembles: (oh bummer)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-12-01 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Natasha starts with brushing it off, acting as if he she couldn't have a clue why she would have looked that way to him, and Steve's willing to let her get away with it. If there's something she feels that she has to keep from him, then that's her choice and he won't push it. He's going to let it go, but then her face falls and her shoulders buckle and that tells him all he needs to know before she even says anything.

It hits him like a punch to the solar plexus and he sucks in a breath. He suddenly wants to find some other explanation, some other meaning, because the possibility that Natasha came here from her death is too terrible to accept.

Either way, he needs to hear it directly from her to truly believe it. After a too-long pause Steve pushes himself to his feet, swaying slightly under his own weight given that his body is still so robbed of Chroma. ]


We should head back and dry off. Then you can tell me about it. If you're willing to, anyway.

[ Whether or not that happens, he's definitely going to need some more physical contact to keep him from collapsing all over again. Steve's not used to being this out of sorts around people, but he doesn't mind as much when it's Natasha. ]
assembles: down, neutral, unsure (sounds plausible)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-12-03 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ Giving Natasha a moment to breathe and pull herself together before having the conversation had been part of Steve's calculation too. He may not be a spy, but he does have emotional intelligence to fall back on at times.

The chill in the air, made worse by the fact that he's soaking wet, isn't something that bothers Steve too much. This kind of thing would have put him out of commission for a week before the serum. Now he barely feels it.

At Natasha's words, he glances at her, even as he stubbornly tries not to put too much of his weight against her. ]
If that happened I'd make sure to get you meds and some hot soup -- does that make it any better? [ He could joke about nursing her back to health, but that's more Bruce's job at this point and he also can't bring himself to joke around that much in light of what he just discovered.

They make their way back to the Prismanode. The sooner they can get to a warm apartment and dry off, the better. ]
assembles: neutral, glance, formal clothes, uniform (a war we must win)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-12-09 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure they have vodka here, but we can pick up some liquor on the way back, if you want.

[ Steve makes the offer sincerely with a sidelong glance at her, as he gets the feeling that Natasha might require some liquid courage for the conversation that's looming ahead of them.

While he can't quite fight off the twisting sensation in his stomach, he's keeping his head up and carrying on for now. Breaking down under the potential of what she's going to tell him won't help either of them right now. ]
assembles: (oh bummer)

[personal profile] assembles 2019-12-31 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Well, Thor did have some Asgardian mead hanging around, but I think it's all gone now.

[ Not a sip of it had passed Steve's lips, though there have certainly been moments during his stay on Prismatica where he may have had need of it. As it stands, he doesn't make a habit of keeping alcohol in his place since it isn't worth the Chroma when it doesn't have the intended effect on him, which is why he'd wanted to offer before they reached his place.

He doesn't push the issue, though, and the rest of their walk is carried out mainly in silence, with Steve doing his best to wring excess water out of his clothing as they travel. By the time that they reach the apartment building he's mainly just damp. He doesn't hesitate in leading Natasha to the elevators and then up to his floor. ]


Both of us could probably do with a hot shower. You're free to use mine, if you want one.

[ Is he delaying the inevitable, simply being polite, or a combination of both? It's hard to say. ]
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[personal profile] assembles 2020-01-04 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well, he tried.

Steve almost seems to deflate under Natasha's touch. She's probably trying to make things easier on him, but nothing about this is easy, and both of them know that. He heaves out a sigh and leans himself up against the wall. He doesn't think sitting down is going to make him feel any more comfortable with what's looming ahead of him.

After another too-long pause, he pushes through his dread and cuts right to the chase. ]


What happened?
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[personal profile] assembles 2020-01-08 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Natasha is almost certainly going to make his couch damp by sitting on it, but that's the least of Steve's concerns right now.

The fact that she can't even look at him as she talks says plenty on its own, but Steve remains almost as still and quiet as a statue through Natasha's explanation. There's a lot to absorb simply as a matter of logistics, and that's what his brain works through first. Mapping the location of the Stones, processing the name Nebula which he's only heard in passing, and then the unexpected reveal of Thanos having a daughter.

It's a lot to process, but none of it really stands up to what comes after that. Natasha had to sacrifice herself for one of the Stones. It must have been the only way or Clint never would have allowed it. Steve takes a deep breath and when Natasha looks at him with wet eyes and a sad smile, that breath catches in his throat.

She's here in front of him, the same Nat as ever, but Steve has to accept that back home that won't be the case. She's gone. He's going to lose her. And almost immediately, he wants to rebel against that fact. ]


But you're here now. That means we have a chance to fix things. There's gotta be some other way, Nat. [ He pushes off of the wall, crossing the room halfway toward her. ]
assembles: down, neutral, smut, tank top (okay so is there a limit)

[personal profile] assembles 2020-01-16 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's not as if Natasha is speaking anything other than logic, and so why does Steve find himself wanting to argue with her anyway? Words he might say die on his tongue, though, as he realizes that he can't take this decision away from her. She'd made her choice, just as he'd once made his. Steve hadn't expected to survive that plane crash. He'd made the same calculation all those years ago, but it's always different when it's someone else.

When it's a friend. When it's family.

He lets a breath out through his nose. He's still standing in the middle of the room, though when he speaks again his voice is quieter and calmer. Solemn. ]


Have you two talked about it here? You and Clint?

[ Steve can't imagine that Clint took it any better, even if he would have wanted his family back more than anything. The guilt over something like that would eat away at a person, and it makes Steve think back on their interaction on Iris differently. ]
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[personal profile] assembles 2020-02-02 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Steve can't imagine how the knowledge that your best friend had died for you would affect interactions, but he also can't get in the way of Natasha and Clint. The bond they have is special and personal and it's not Steve's place to try and mediate. The two of them will always figure things out and find a way to be okay again, that he's certain about.

It's when Natasha loses some of her confidence when she mentions Bruce that Steve finally closes the distance between them, crossing the rest of the room to sit on the couch next to her. He almost reaches out for her hand, but decides against it. He doesn't want to overwhelm her. ]


Yeah, that's gonna be tough. Wish I had advice for you, but he's probably going to want to figure out some way to save you too.

[ All considerations of science and logic forgotten, at least temporarily, because the heart didn't always have to make sense. Bruce would circle back to what he knew in the end, though, or that was Steve's guess.

Would he Hulk out? Steve can't help but wonder at the practical question, but he won't give voice to it. Chances are that Natasha's already asked herself the same question. ]
assembles: unsure, glance, neutral, uniform, listening (i got nothin')

[personal profile] assembles 2020-02-08 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As soon as Natasha leans herself up against him, Steve responds by wrapping his arm around her shoulders, drawing her close to his side. The tingle of Chroma being created is instantaneous, but it's not always such an awful feeling. When the physical contact is something initiated by both parties the extra bit of warmth isn't the worst.

And then Natasha gives Steve a rare moment of raw openness, of revealing her true thoughts and worries. His hold on her tightens slightly in turn. ]


I get that. That may be what people think of at first, but the more time you get to spend together here, the less that will be the case. At least, that's my guess. And keeping it from him... [ He lets out a breath and shakes his head. ] That won't lead anywhere good.

[ That's a lesson Steve had learned the hard way. ]
assembles: profile, neutral, casual clothes (or is that bad news)

[personal profile] assembles 2020-02-16 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Steve's laugh follows Natasha's and it's similar in tone, tinged with melancholy, yet also accepting of the situation in front of him. It's not that Natasha's fate isn't still shocking to him, but he'd rather focus on actions that they can take rather than dwelling. No doubt that's what Natasha would prefer too.

Her comment is joking, though also sliding close toward topics he's still kind of embarrassed to get into within the context of Prismatica. Now isn't the time to have a discussion about his love life, anyway. ]


Less complicated for you, maybe. And everything's different now that we're on this weird planet where hugs make you money.

[ He gives her shoulders another encouraging squeeze, then nods in the direction of his apartment's hallway. ]

You wanna grab a shower now? I guarantee you'll feel better when you're not stuck in wet clothes.

[ Which means he's going to need to find her something she can wear in his closet, but... he'll figure it out. ]
assembles: (how dare he tbh)

[personal profile] assembles 2020-02-20 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ While it's not the first time that Natasha's given him a quick kiss on the cheek, that doesn't mean that Steve's ready for it. He blinks a few times, staring at her for a number of seconds as he wills his face not to go red. He realizes it's a show of appreciation and doesn't have to be anything more than that, but the rush of Chroma makes even innocent shows of affection take on a different edge.

He's able to quickly push past that awkward moment, though, standing up from the couch in a smooth motion as he makes his way toward his bedroom. ]


Yeah, of course. Just so long as you promise to return it.

[ He's half teasing, but he's pretty sure that Natasha's made off with clothing items from their other teammates in the past. ]
assembles: back, casual clothes, neutral (love to watch you go)

[personal profile] assembles 2020-02-22 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Not quite aware of how closely Natasha is watching him (though he definitely should be by this point), Steve's shoulders go tight at that little tease. Leave it to Natasha to throw out a comment like that with absolutely no hesitation, if only to try and get some kind of reaction out of him.

Then again, it is kind of nice to realize that no matter what's happened, both here and back home, there are some things that never change.

His choice is made quite clear when he reaches his room and approaches the dresser, adorned with moon decorations, and opens up the middle shelf to grab for a fresh t-shirt. He turns around to hand it to Natasha, shaking his head in mock dismay. ]


This stuff costs Chroma, you know.
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[personal profile] gynvael 2020-03-09 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Unusually dark streets or not, Geralt has always preferred lingering in the lower levels where the streets aren't so pristine and the buildings not so brightly lit. It still isn't anywhere close to what he's familiar with, but it's closer. Fewer people bother him in this area, too; even less so now that the lights have all gone out.

There are bobbing lanterns here and there in the distance. It's more than enough to let his eyes cut through the darkness, so he hasn't bothered getting one of his own. Instead, the only thing he's got with him while he walks is a bottle of beer.

He's planning on a quiet time alone when he thinks he hears someone entering the alley behind him. He pauses, still. A light out of the corner of his eye shines. He considers ignoring it, but in the end, he turns around. If nothing else, he wants to know who's bothering to go down these alleyways.

A woman, apparently. He studies her. He can't hear the flutter of a heartbeat of someone who's where they shouldn't be in the dark. ]
If you need directions, I don't have a map.
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[personal profile] gynvael 2020-03-17 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ So much for drinking alone. Still, there's a part of him that isn't entirely uninterested. Maybe he just doesn't see people in this area often. Not ones who look like her. ]

Thought I'd go stargazing. [ His amusement is much more faint, but not impossible to notice. Something about her feels a little familiar. It's not her features; her hair is red, her complexion paler. And she certainly doesn't have purple eyes. It's that he has the sense, from the fact that she's casually lingering in an alleyway with a man like him, there's not much that gets in her way. ]

You?