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Natasha Romanoff ([personal profile] widows_kiss) wrote2012-11-12 09:54 pm
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Appointments Post



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~ STANDING APPOINTMENTS ~
Daily:
Early morning run
CH5 Avengers Breakfast
Training Session at the Battle Dome

Other:
Friday: 8AM Coffee Date with Pepper


jamesbarnes: (winter)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-02 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's true, but it really hurts my ego, just so you know." He tugs gently at one of her curls. "If there was nothing to talk about, you wouldn't be trying so damn hard to avoid it."
jamesbarnes: (downcast)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-02 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky chuckles, though admittedly that distracts him for just a second. "I've got a good teacher. She lets me cheat."

He lets her have her moment, and he's silent after it too. If he's honest, he doesn't know how he feels about this. Logically, it's sound. It was the best choice they could have made. But when he thinks about a bomb, about that much death, it's just cultist bodies in the place of countless others. It's bombed out buildings and pits full of decay, and the smell of flesh burning. It's not the same at all, but that's his only frame of reference. He doesn't know how any of them made this choice because he's not sure he'd have been strong enough to do it.

There's a moment of silence again after she speaks, before he asks, "Are you telling me, or telling yourself?"
jamesbarnes: (same old story)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-03 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
He puts his hand over hers, squeezing gently.

"I dunno what to tell you, sweetheart. You're right. You picked the best option you had."
jamesbarnes: (all these things that I've done)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-03 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"No. No, it doesn't."
jamesbarnes: (downcast)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-05 01:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wish you could have, sweetheart." He really, really does, for all wishing will get them.

"You're still not the person you used to be." He's silent for a moment before eh adds. "And you're not a monster, either. You made a choice. A lot of you made the same one. I don't know that there's a moral high ground here. Sometimes it's just... Our people or their people."
jamesbarnes: (profile)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-05 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky can't say that he knows anymore. It feels like that here, and it used to sometimes, back home. He'd thought things were simple, fighting Hydra with the Commandos, but now he wonders if some of those people didn't have stories like hers, didn't have a choice. Maybe she's right.

Lucky isn't the only one startled when she sits up, but Bucky automatically lifts his hand to let her re-settle. It's not a smooth change of topic, as far as Natasha goes, but he lets her have it. As much as he might have heard, that part of her life isn't a part of his.

"I guess we'll see. You want something to eat?"
jamesbarnes: (dapper)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-05 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Cups or bottles?" Bucky teases, but he kisses her temple and gets up to fetch a couple of glasses.
jamesbarnes: (let's do something fun)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-05 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
He glances over his shoulder and gives her a wry grin. "You're still making the face."
jamesbarnes: (not smirking at all)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-05 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's a cute face. I think it's my favorite."

Bucky sets two glasses on the counter top. "Pick your poison. I brought over some whiskey, figured you had five kinds of vodka already."
Edited 2013-10-05 14:36 (UTC)
jamesbarnes: (smiling)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-09 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky nudges the glasses in her direction.

"Whatever you say, sweetheart."
jamesbarnes: (head up)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-14 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
He touches his glass to hers. "I'll drink to that."

He nurses his drink after that, refills her glass almost twice as much as his own. It's not a solution, but if there is one, he doesn't know it. He just hopes she'll sleep tonight. All he can do is wake her up when reality bleeds into her dreams.
jamesbarnes: (winter)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-14 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"Good. I've got an impressive disappointed face. Learned it from Captain America himself."

He takes another swallow of his drink. "Learn anything interesting?"
jamesbarnes: (same old story)

Re: [September 12th | Action]

[personal profile] jamesbarnes 2013-10-15 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky grins at her and re-fills her glass. He supposes that's true, though Natasha thinks in ways Steve doesn't. Which is why, yeah, he was a little surprised too. Steve could have gone either way.

"I guess it's not the choice Captain America would have made. It's not clean." There's no judgement in the statement. He just doesn't know how else to put it. He sinks a little in his chair and cards his fingers through his hair. "It's solid strategy. Dropping bombs to win wars..." The last bit is almost too low to hear, spoken against the rim of his glass before he knocks the whole thing back.